Aaj hum unhe bewafa bata kar aye hai;
unke khato ko paani me baha ke aaye hai;
koi padh na le un khato ko paani se nikal ke;
isliye paani me bhi aag laga ke aaye hai!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Looking back,what i miss the most is not that i lost everything i wanted to have...I lost even that i knew i always had !!!!

---Letting go is never easy but once u let go of something or sumbody u are left with nothing else but hope and despair.Life is a long journey,i hope sumday i will be able to connect all the dots that i am leaving behind in my life...Sumday i wish that i will be able to understand why we find what we must loose,love what we must leave and hope what we know cannot happen.

I have never asked for much. Like everybody else, i know the odds are
always against us.that's the way the universe works. I don't want gurantees,
promises, assurances or false hopes. All i have ever asked for is one chance to
try and give it my best shot. Suceed of fail, live or die, if i know i tried,
then i can accept whatever happens.

-SPIDERMAN

रशमि के लिये ...

बहुत कुछ कहना है तुमसे
नहीं जानता क्या
पर जानता हूँ
बहुत कुछ कहना है
एक मौका देती है
हर मुलाकात तुम्हारी
पर शब्द नहीं मिलते
शब्द मिलते हैं तो
जुड़ नहीं पाते
जुड़ने की कोशिश में
फ़िर बिखर जाते
मानो कोई महल हो
ताश के पत्तों का
एक पत्ता गलत लग गया
तो सारे गिर जाते हैं
फिर सोचता हूँ नया नक्शा
और एक महल बनाता हूँ
वो भी गिर जाता
या शायद मैं गिराता हूँ
बन ना सका महल तो
पर इस जुस्तज़ू में
नक्शे भरना सीख गया हूँ
कह ना सका
तुमसे दो लव्ज़ भी
पर दिन भर बातें
खुद से करना सीख गया हूँ

Realization...

मेरी खामोशियों में भी फसाना ढूंढ लेती है

बड़ी शातिर है ये दुनिया बहाना ढूंढ लेती है

हकीकत जिद किए बैठी है चकनाचूर करने को

मगर हर आंख फिर सपना सुहाना ढूंढ लेती है

न चिडि़या की कमाई है न कारोबार है कोई

वो केवल हौसले से आबोदाना ढूंढ लेती है

समझ पाई न दुनिया मस्लहत मंसूर की अब तक

जो सूली पर भी हंसना मुस्कुराना ढूंढ लेती है

उठाती है जो खतरा हर कदम पर डूब जाने का

वही कोशिश समन्दर में खजाना ढूंढ लेती है.

Leisure.

Leisure by W.H. Davies

WHAT is this life if, full of care,

We have no time to stand and stare?—

No time to stand beneath the boughs,

And stare as long as sheep and cows:

No time to see, when woods we pass,

Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass:

No time to see, in broad daylight,

Streams full of stars, like skies at night:

No time to turn at Beauty's glance,

And watch her feet, how they can dance:

No time to wait till her mouth can

Enrich that smile her eyes began?

A poor life this if, full of care,

We have no time to stand and stare.

When will these days end...

Today i realized the so called ephimeral nature of FRIENDSHIP...All along time u go on understanding that u know where u r going or who u r befriending and then u suddenly realize that behind the translucent exterior remains a starkly familiar interior...GOD when will this nightmare end !!!!

A Longing for my Sweet-Home...

घर कि याद ......

नयी-नयी आँखें हों तो हर मंज़र अच्छा लगता है
कुछ दिन शहर में घूमे लेकिन, अब घर अच्छा लगता है ।

मिलने-जुलनेवालों में तो सारे अपने जैसे हैं
जिससे अब तक मिले नहीं वो अक्सर अच्छा लगता है ।

मेरे आँगन में आये या तेरे सर पर चोट लगे
सन्नाटों में बोलनेवाला हर पत्थर अच्छा लगता है ।

चाहत हो या पूजा सबके अपने-अपने साँचे हैं
जो मूरत में ढल जाये वो पैकर अच्छा लगता है ।

हमने भी सोकर देखा है नये-पुराने शहरों में
जैसा भी है अपने घर का बिस्तर अच्छा लगता है ।

DON'T EXPECT ME TO BE YOUR FRIEND
-Lobo

I stopped sending flowers to your apartment
You said you aren't home much anymore
I stopped dropping by without an appointment
Cause I'd hear laughter coming through your door.

Sometimes late at night you'll still call me
Just before you close your eyes to sleep
You make me vow to try and stop by sometime
Baby that's a promise I'can't keep.

I love you too much to ever start liking you
So lets just let the story kinds end
I love you too much to ever start liking you
So don't expect me to be your friend.

I don't walk down through the village or other places
That we used to go to all the time
I'm trying to erase you from my memory
Cause thinking of you jumbles up my mind.

You always act so happy when I see you
You smile that way you take my hand and then
Introduce me to your latest lover
That's when I feel the walls start crashing in.

ADHOORI SAMAJH.

तुमहरे पास हून लेकिन जो दूरिए है समझता हून तुमहरि दोसति के बिन मेरि हसति अधूरि है समझता हून तुमको भूल पाना मुमकिन है नहि लेकिन, तुमहरे खतिर तुमहि को भूलना सबसे ज़रूरि हैन समझता हून!!!

समझ के भि जो ना समझा वो एक बात है ऐसि।।।समझ भि तो अधूरि है मैन ये भि समझता हून।।।।।

IS IT THE END...????//

Adhoora...

Na hi hai koyi umeed tumse na hi koi shikwa hai;

tumhari dosti mein ye dil bahut be-khud hua hai....

khush rahte bahut agar yunhi aadhe bane rahte magar;

Gham ye hai ki saab kuchh bahut adhoora rah gayahain....

In life we sometimes realize tht We are not wanted bt appreciated......We are nt needed bt tolerated.......We are nt accepted bt expected...
We realize that people dont talk to us because they want to talk to us,they talk to us because we ask them to talk to us. We irritate friends,anger sweethearts and destroy ourselves....In the end,we ask ourselves IS IT THE END ???//

The end is not that which u see as the end its what u dont see that is the
END.......

>>> Iam almost ENDED.....

Infinity ...The search for the person within.

FEAR AND GLORY

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate;

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure...

It is our light and not our darkness that most frightens us;

It is our courage and not our weakness that most disappoints us...

---Our playing small does not serves the world any purpose or brings it any glory.

---There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that others wont feel insecure around us.

---There is no glory in standing small when the world expects you to stand tall.

We are all meant to shine as children...

Its not just in some of us but in all of us and as we let our life shine we unconsiouslly give others permission to do the same as we are liberated from our own fears...

Our presence automatically librates others...

THANK YOU.

Dooriyon Ki Dastaan....

TEARS OF LOVE

Palkon pe aanso'on ko sajaya na jaa saka; usko bhi Dil ka haal bataya na jaa saka.





zakhmon se choor choor tha yeh Dil mera; ek zakham bhi us ko dikhaya na jaa saka.





jab teri yaad aayi to koshish ke bawajood; aankhon main aanso'on ko chupaya na jaa saka.





kuch log zindagi main aise bhi aaye hain; jin ko kisi bhi lamha bhulaya na jaa saka.





bas is khayaal se kahin us ko dukh na ho; hum se to haal-e-dil bhi sunaya na jaa saka.





woh muskura raha tha mere ru-ba-ru magar; chehre ka rang bhi us se chupaya na jaa saka.





tanhaiyon ki aag main hum jal gaye magar; faasla Dilo ka humse mitaya na jaa saka...

Sapno ki Udaan

Sapno ke asmaan main main par failaye firta hoon...Girne ka darr hai fir bhi sir uthaye udta hoon ....

Kyonki.....

Sapno ki udaan pankh se nahi Hausle se hoti hai.....sapno ko hawa ki nahi hatho ki zaroorat hoti hai......

What is Destiny......???////

When ever i ponder over this question i get confused and bedazzeled !!!!!!
There are days when we find no ends to this existence what to say of the means and then there are days when means and end all come together in one form...

Sometimes,I feel i know where to go...Sometimes i dont know where am i going...
Sometimes,I think i have all the answers....Sometimes i know the questions would never end...
Sometimes,I know the goal is very near to me...Sometimes i fear will it ever be mine for always.

Life cannot be always straightforward and easy to understand it's Just that maybe i like things that way....Or....Maybe i dont. This paradox of Living/Loving/Longing never seems to end.... May be it will remain that way always,we just have to move on with our lives...&...take things as they happen to us(Or Maybe we will happen to things Someday...)

Personal Journal.

Sometime i feel evrything is destiny,& thn i think what more there can be...I always thought and thus i never lived,Now i want to live and not to think.We may have things bt we cannot force things...What is ours is ultimately ours & what is not we can never make it so.

Today i realized Love or Happiness cannot be forced...These are blessings tht can only be lived and living these blessings,u get a life.

Days when u feel........Wasted!!!!!!!

Some days u realize,what was it u were trying to do or others were trying to do with u.We may not always have the answers but why do others r always questioning ur motives.....

First Blog on BLOGGERS........

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii,This becomes my first Blog on new BLOGGERS...........
HOPE EVERYONE LIKES IT!!!!!!!!!!!